So I don’t usually blog about namby-pamby emotional shit, but … I don’t know.  I’m just kind of down all of a sudden, and I don’t know why.  I guess I’ve been thinking about my life for once.  Basically, I play video games all the time, I eat junk food, I sleep ten or eleven hours a day … I haven’t dated in, well, awhile.  I’m almost twenty-five and I still don’t have a “real” job.  If I’m honest, I haven’t really done anything productive since college.

… Yikes.

I don’t know.  I guess I see my friends starting to get it together, and, instead of being happy for them, I feel like I’m missing out.  Am I a selfish jerk or what?  Gah.  It’s just that it’s been so long since I’ve stopped to ask myself what I want out of life … what really matters to me.  Maybe I’ve been avoiding the question.  I used to go after stuff I wanted … but maybe I’ve just been disappointed one time too many.

Oh well.  Whiny whiny blah blah blah.  Thanks for listening.  If anybody is listening, heh.  But enough of this for now.  I still have some achievements to pick up before ME2 comes out.

One word.  Sweet.